Jaredite Stories

Thomas Part 1

Thomas Part 11

Two days after Maren placed the order for her bow, Thomas saw her walk toward his wood shop carrying her son on her back. He saw a tall, broad-shouldered man accompanying her and felt immediate disappointment. He hoped to spend time with Maren and get to know her better. As they came closer, he noticed that the man looked exactly like Maren, with the same long dark hair the same dark eyes. After Maren greeted Thomas, she introduced him to her twin brother, Marcus. Thomas was very pleased, and quite relieved, to meet him and learn that he was her brother.

Thomas brought out Maren’s handcrafted bow. Marcus, with a look of admirable awe, took the bow and thoroughly inspected it, pulled the string, and declared it to be the finest bow he had ever seen. He promptly ordered a bow for himself. Thomas felt tremendous satisfaction that Maren’s brother was impressed with his work.

After placing his order, Marcus invited Thomas to their home for the evening meal. Seeing a surprised look in Thomas’s eyes, he wisely explained that Maren was a widow. Thomas looked at her with understanding and thoughtful eyes. He happily accepted the invitation and asked if he should bring anything. Marcus replied that he did not need to bring anything and then explained how to get to their house. Suddenly, Daniel, still on Maren’s back, began laughing. They all looked at him in amazement, trying to decide what he was laughing at. They could not figure it out and just laughed with him.

As Thomas approached Maren’s house, he was greeted by a large black and brown dog that began angrily barking, showing his teeth, and acting like he wanted to devour Thomas. Thankfully the dog was tied up on a thick long rope tied to a large hickory tree. Thomas immediately stopped and wondered how he would get past the dog and walk to the house. Almost immediately Maren came outside with a tall handsome young man that looked like he could be her younger brother. Maren commanded the dog to come to her. The dog, Satordi, immediately went to Maren and received a small treat. Maren’s brother, Nastas, went to Thomas and led him by the arm to Maren and Satordi. She spoke softly to her dog telling him that Thomas was okay. Nastas explained to Thomas that Maren had some troubles in the past so their father purchased and trained Satordi to help protect her and Daniel. He assured Thomas that Satordi was a fantastic dog and once they got acquainted, he would be treated like one of the family.

After gently yet sternly talking to her dog, Maren ordered Satordi to sit then asked Thomas to come forward. Nastas stayed right beside Thomas, helping to ease his concern. Maren then commanded her dog to shake hands with Thomas. Satordi held up his right paw, Thomas carefully and gently grabbed it as Satordi licked his hand. Nastas told him that he could relax as now the dog accepted him as part of the family. Thomas scratched him behind the ears and Satordi nuzzled his nose into his hands. Thomas smiled at Maren and she commented that Satordi usually does not make friends that quickly. She assured him that was an evidence of his goodness because Satordi can easily sense who is genuine and who just attempts to make a good impression. Thomas seemed pleased with that answer. Maren then gave him a treat to give the dog which made Satordi rapidly wag his tail in pure joy.

Thomas followed Maren and Nastas into the house. He was warmly greeted by Maren’s mother, Abigail, and her father, Micco. By looking at her mother, Thomas instantly knew where Maren received her beauty. Abigail was taller than most women Thomas knew, with long dark hair with a few strands of gray, and dark brown eyes. Micco was well over 6 feet tall, also with long dark hair, but his eyes were lighter than Abigail’s. Micco was very well-built and looked like he could easily out-wrestle a mountain lion or a jaguar.

Then Abigail introduced Thomas to the rest of the family. There were a total of seven children from the ages of 24 to 13. Maren and Marcus were 22 and Nastas was the youngest at age 13. Maren was the only girl in a family of very large boys. Thomas quickly realized that he did not want to get on the wrong side of this family. No wonder the man who took advantage of Maren did not stand a chance. Their large size could appear extremely intimidating if they wanted to.

Their evening meal was delicious. Thomas quickly fit in with the family as they discovered they had been at many competitions together several years earlier. Thomas never competed with any of the sons as they were not bow and arrow competitors. However, Thomas did race against Rowtag, the oldest son. It had been so long ago, neither remember who won that race. They finally agreed that it must have been another boy.

After spending an enjoyable couple hours with Maren and her family, Thomas announced that he needed to depart for his home to take care of his animals. Maren instantly looked at Marcus who gave her a slight nod. Maren, knowing Daniel was already asleep, asked if she could accompany him and help him with his animals. Stunned, Thomas agreed to let her come. Thomas said his goodbyes to everyone, then he and Maren walked out the door, with Marcus following close behind. As Thomas gave both Maren and Marcus quizzical looks, Maren explained that they rarely allow her to go anywhere alone. Her family was overly protective of her and Daniel. Thomas casually mentioned that she was alone when she first came to his wood shop, but Maren quickly informed him that one of her brothers was a short distance away carefully watching her.

As they walked Maren asked Thomas about Nara, already somewhat knowing about her since most people in the village knew his story. Thomas opened up about Nara, more than he had since Nara passed away. He felt an sense of empathy from her unlike any other person was able to give him. He felt a deep understanding and compassion that enlivened his spirit.

Once they arrived at Thomas’s home, Maren followed Thomas as he fed the animals. Thomas continued to talk and open his heart about Nara and his faith, or lack of faith, in God. He had not remembered opening up to anyone like that since Nara’s death. He felt a unique depth of caring and compassion from Maren.

After feeding the animals, Thomas apologized for monopolizing the conversation, but gratefully admitted that it had been therapeutic to open his heart and express feelings that he had kept inside since Nara’s death. He expressed to Maren that he felt that an inner healing took place and felt a bit lighter. He put his arms around her and gave her a hug of gratitude.

After hugging for a short time, Marcus, watching from a distance, suddenly whistled. Maren pulled back, turned around and glared at Marcus with her dark eyes, then smiled and laughed informing Thomas that her over-protective brother signaled to her that it was time to go. Thomas with a big smile waved at Marcus.

Then Thomas asked Maren if he could spend more time with her; he wanted to know her story. Maren replied that she and Marcus would come by his wood shop in the next couple days with an answer. She assured him that she wanted to see him again and that she genuinely enjoyed his hug. Marcus approached Maren, took her by the elbow and led her away.

It took a few hours before Thomas was able to fall asleep as he contemplated the conversation he had with Maren and the awakening feelings that he was experiencing. He felt a deep desire and yearning to discover more about Maren, a desire he had not felt since Nara’s death.

The next morning while Thomas worked in his wood shop, Helki rode up. Pipi and Riporty were in the wood shop with Thomas and after seeing Helki, they growled quiet enough that only Thomas could hear them. Thomas was surprised because usually the dogs eagerly greeted those who came to the wood shop.

After Thomas greeted him, Helki mentioned to him that he had heard that he moved to this new village. Looking around, he expressed admiration for the new wood shop and house. Thomas informed him that so far he was quite happy in the village. After spending a few minutes catching up since they last saw each other, Helki reminded Thomas about his community for those who were unsure about their faith. Thomas thanked him for the information and informed him that he was not interested right now. Helki urgently pressed him, trying to convince him to come just to meet some of the people there. Thomas continued to decline the offer, however Helki maintained his persistence. Finally, Thomas expressed that he needed to get back to work and reluctantly thanked him for the visit and the information. Helki would not take no for an answer and insisted that Thomas visit his community. Finally, Thomas looked him in the eyes and firmly advised him to leave. Helki stated that he would return, that he had not given up on him. As he mounted his horse and started to leave, he turned to Thomas and softly but firmly mentioned that it would be in his best interest for himself, his business, and the girl he saw the previous night to visit his community. At that comment, Thomas commanded Helki to leave and not to return. Helki promised that he would be back.

After Helki was gone, Pipi and Riporty came to Thomas and nuzzled their noses into his hands. Thomas glanced at his dogs, scratched behind their ears, and thanked them for their keen observation; and they were exactly right, Helki was not a good man.

(To be continued…)

Thomas Part 1

Several weeks passed since Thomas and Gabriele realized that they would only be able to have a brother-sister relationship. When Thomas told Tadi he was free to get to know Gabriele, he was ecstatic and quickly left to gather some flowers to give to her. They had been practically inseparable since then and were planning on marrying.

Although Gabriele was not the right match for him, Thomas felt a dull ache in his heart after they stopped spending time together. Gabriele awakened feelings in him that died when Nara died. He was grateful for this awakening, yet it reminded him of how desperately he missed Nara; how he longed to be with her and hold her again. He began to wonder if it was time to move to a different village so hopefully, he would be able to move on with his life. He could easily build a wood shop somewhere else and his reputation was well-known throughout the land, so he knew he could easily make a living anywhere his lived.

One cool autumn day, Thomas invited David and Mary to his home for an evening meal. It was a simple meal which consisted of some boiled beef, bread, cheese, and tomatoes from his garden. Thomas really did not enjoy cooking, but while spending time with Gabriele, she taught him a few vital and time-saving tricks. Mary was actually quite impressed with his cooking skills.

After they finished eating, Thomas nervously announced to his parents that he was considering moving to a village that was about a two-day journey from them. He confessed that he felt like he was not able to progress where he was at and wanted to be able to work through his grief and start fresh in a new area. He expressed his appreciation for Gabriele and how she renewed hope in him and gave him courage to again open his heart. He informed his parents that he felt he needed to move to a place that was not filled with memories of Nara, a place where he could heal and then make a clean start, and then maybe consider opening his heart again.

Tears easily came to Mary’s eyes as Thomas spoke. They were tears of sorrow and joy; sorrow at the thought of her son moving away from his home town and joy that he was finally thinking about moving on with his life. She would fiercely miss seeing her son several times a week, but felt a peace within her that brought her joy and understanding that moving was a step in the right direction for her son.

David congratulated Thomas on the decisions that he was making and encouraged him to move forward. He conveyed that he would also greatly miss his daily associations at their wood shop and the expertise that Thomas brought to their business. Many tears were shed and hugs shared as they contemplated the changes about to take place; peace and certainty filled their hearts. Even Thomas wondered if Nara was in the room bringing them peace and encouraging him to move forward.

Within just three weeks Thomas was ready to move to his new home. Immediately after Thomas talked with his parents, he, along with Pipi and Riporty, traveled to the new village in search of a new home. Several people in the village already knew Thomas and were pleased that he was moving there. With help, he quickly found a place to live, a home that was vacated by a small family who chose to move closer to the wife’s family. It was practically perfect for Thomas as it had a nice barn and coral his animals and an area for a large garden. An abandoned shop sat near the house that Thomas would be able to quickly and easily transform into a wood shop. He felt amazed at how everything fell into place and how easy it was to find everything he needed.

David, Mary, Gabriele, and Tadi helped Thomas move his belongings, tools, and animals to the new village. They borrowed three wagons with extra teams of horses to pull the wagons filled with his tools and equipment. Thomas’s chickens were extremely displeased about being stuck into cages and loaded in a wagon. They noisily clucked and cackled their disapproval to the amusement of Thomas. Gabriele road Flora while Tadi road his horse to help herd the animals. Pipi and Riporty were especially helpful at keeping the goats and a cow on the right trail.

Due to the wagons and the animals the journey took three days. At one point, they had to stop to find a missing goat. David was ready to move on and just to leave the goat, but Thomas intently insisted that they find her. The goat was one that Nara handfed as a small kid and was her prized goat. Thomas did not have the heart to leave the goat behind. The group, all but Thomas, knelt in a circle and prayed to God that they would be able to speedily find the goat. Shortly after the prayer, Pipi began enthusiastically barking toward an area off the trail where they previously looked. Riporty headed in the direction that Pipi was barking and soon herded the missing goat back to the wagons. Thomas, filled with relief, hugged the goat and warned her to stay with the group (as if the goat would understand his words).

When they arrived at Thomas’s new home, there were warmly greeted by many of the villagers. They helped unload the wagons and put the animals in the barn and coral. A kind family that Thomas met on his previous visit, invited them to eat their evening meal with them. David was impressed with the hospitality of the people in the village. Most were believers in Jesus Christ which gave him hope that Thomas might rediscover his testimony of Jesus. Even though Thomas recently felt more peace, he still struggled with his faith in God.

Thomas quickly settled into his new life. He loved this new village as the people were warm and friendly. His business continued to prosper, although he greatly missed being with his father. Several of the single young women in the village came by his wood shop to purchase his carvings, with the intent to capture Thomas’s attention. Thomas laughed inside and not completely sure he enjoyed the attention. Sometimes parents of single young women anticipating an eligible match for their daughters came to the wood shop.

Thomas did make an effort to get to know single women in his village. He went to parties and celebrations with the intention of getting to know more people, especially single women. Gabrielle had awakened an inner yearning, a yearning to have a relationship again.

Four months after Thomas moved to the new village, a strikingly attractive tall young woman with dark hair and dark eyes came to his wood shop. Thomas had seen the woman before at one of the village celebrations and was impressed with her beauty. She carried a boy that looked to be about two years old in a back pack. The boy shared her dark hair and eyes and smiled at Thomas with a mischievous grin, immediately capturing his attention.

She introduced herself to Thomas revealing that her name was Maren and her son’s name was Daniel. Thomas was immediately intrigued with Maren’s beauty, but assumed since she had a child, she was married. Maren told Thomas that she heard that his bows and arrows were the finest made and she wanted to purchase a customized set. Thomas felt excited and pleased to help her, then realized that he had to bridle his excitement for her. She gave him her specifications for the bow while Thomas listened and took notes. He informed her that the bow and arrows would be ready in two days.

For some reason, Thomas felt a strong eagerness to work on Maren’s bow and arrows. He chided himself for even having such feelings of excitement for a married woman. He reflected on times when he had previously seen her, remembering that he never saw her with a man and wondered about her husband. As he contemplated, one of the villagers, Myron, who was one who first greeted Thomas when he moved to the village, rode up on his large brown and white horse. He dismounted and tied the horse to a post. With a cheeky grin, he walked over to Thomas and stated that he observed that Maren finally came to see him. Thomas stared at him with confusion in his eyes. Myron, seeing the confused look, explained that Maren was a widow who usually took her time getting to know new young men who came to the village.

Myron reported to Thomas how her husband, Teetonka, was tragically killed by a ruffian before Daniel was born. He had joined a group of people who lost their faith in God and in Jesus and so did not follow the basic laws set up by most villages. One of the men in the group wanted to take advantage of Maren because of her exquiste beauty and offered Teetonka a large sum of money. However, he was not going to allow anyone to touch Maren and told the man no. The man increased the amount of money he was willing to give him. Teetonka actually felt tempted, and contemplated about how that amount of money would allow him to build a larger home for Maren and to purchase many items that she desired. The man, sensing his hesitation, quickly added more money to what he was willing to pay. Then, Teetonka, remembering his love for Maren unequivocally told him that he would not take any money for Maren and would not allow another man to touch her. The man became very angry, pulled a knife and silently stabbed Teetonka in the heart killing him instantly. He then hid his body.

The man went to Maren and took advantage of her, after confessing to her about the conversation he had with her husband and revealing that he killed him. Myron said that Daniel was definitely Teetonka’s son, as he has his mischievous smile, turned up nose, and square jawline. Also, Maren already knew she was with child when the man came upon her.

Thomas was stunned at Maren’s tragedy and asked if the man ever took advantage of her again. Myron informed him that Maren’s father, uncles, and brothers hunted for the man until they found him and brought him to the judge. He was convicted and sentenced to a prison in another village.

Myron smiled at him and informed him that he had seen the way Maren looked at him at a village celebration and thought he should know the complete story. Thomas thanked him for the information and gave him a small wood carving of a squirrel for his son who Thomas knew liked squirrels. Myron thanked him and departed.

With this new information, Thomas was excited that he did not need to bury the eagerness that he felt towards Maren. He then searched through his wood pile and found one of his best pieces of hickory wood and began carving her bow.

(To be continued…)

Thomas Part 1

Several weeks after Helki left, Tumu and Rebekah, along with eight-year old Noah, and 19-year old Gabriele, Nara’s younger sister, arrived to visit Thomas and his parents. They had been corresponding since Nara’s death, but had not yet visited in person.

It had been almost a year since Nara’s passing and Thomas continued to feel grief-stricken. He did have many good days, but more than not, days were filled with debilitating depression and anguish to the point where he struggled to arise from bed in the mornings and work in his wood shop. Usually, once he arrived at his wood shop, he lost himself in his work. He genuinely loved carving hardwoods and using his hands to create exquisite works of art. He received many commissions for his carvings and thoroughly enjoyed the creative challenge each commission provided. However, at the end of many of his days, after Thomas left the wood shop, the depression set back in. To see Tumu, Rebekah, Gabriele, and especially Noah was a bright spot in Thomas’s day.

Rebekah was eager to see the exquisite painting given to Thomas by the prophet Sam. As she gazed up it, tears flooded her eyes. She saw her daughter in the little girl that was lovingly surrounded by angels. Tumu put his strong arms around her to love and comfort her as tears also came to his eyes. As soon as Noah saw the painting, he jumped up and down excitedly pointing to the girl and said Nara! He told his parents and Thomas that was Nara in the painting and Nara was standing with them and smiling at them at that very moment. Thomas, wanting to pick Noah up, but knowing that he was now too big, knelt down in front of him and informed him that the girl in the painting was the little sister of the prophet Sam. Noah, knowing the story of the painting, informed Thomas that he knew that, but the girl looked very much like Nara to which Thomas readily agreed.

Thomas asked Noah how he knew that Nara was there. Noah responded as if everyone could see her, and asked Thomas why he did not see her. Tumu explained that Noah was blessed with a gift to see spirits and angels. It was such a common occurrence for Noah to see angels that he easily forgot that most others did not see them. His explanation pricked Thomas’s heart that he could not see he his beloved Nara like Noah did, but was equally touched at the sincerity and love from the young boy.

Tumu then suggested that Gabriele take Noah outside to care for the animals. Noah loved Nara’s animals so he willingly ran outside with Gabriele hurrying to catch up.

Tumu and Rebekah asked Thomas to sit down as they had an important matter that they wanted to discuss with him. They reminded Thomas of their love for him and that he would always be a son to them. They also told him that they wanted him to be happy and have someone to love. They encouraged him to move on with his life and consider marrying again. Thomas hesitantly told them that deep down, he knew he needed to move on, but he still deeply missed Nara and found it hard to accept the possibility that there could be someone else for him to love. Tumu empathized with his feelings then carefully suggested that he contemplate getting to know Gabriele. Thomas looked at him incredulously! Gabriele had always been a cute little sister to him and he was not sure he could think of her in any other way. Tumu informed him that he understood his feelings, and requested that he at least ponder the idea. Thomas assured Tumu and Rebekah that he would give the idea thoughtful consideration.

At that moment, Riporty began barking loudly and intently, so Thomas and Tumu quickly ran outside. Gabriele had been feeding and playing with the goats when suddenly one of the male goats head-butted her and knocked her down. Riporty, acting protective of Gabriele, started to bark. Thomas immediately went to Gabriele, used his right leg to push the billy goat away from her and then gently picked her up and took her into the house. Gabriele, though lightly crying from the pain and embarrassment, also laughed at the situation. She would have a large bruise on the back of her leg, but other than that, she was fine. Thomas asked if she wanted the healer to come look at her leg, but she declined stating that her mother would know exactly what to do. Rebekah announced had brought some herbs with her that she could use on Gabriele’s leg; then laughingly escorted Thomas out of the room.

As Thomas walked out of the house, he reflected on when saw Gabriele on the ground and had carefully picked her up and carried her into his house. He felt incredibly protective of her, but was that because he thought of her as a little sister or maybe because there could be deeper feelings to explore. He was not certain but thought that maybe, just maybe, he could pursue a more romantic relationship with Gabriele; he wondered if would she feel the same way.

Thomas’s parents joined them for their evening meal and they enjoyed their time to catch up on the events in their lives. As they ate, Thomas studied Gabriele. He saw some similarities in her features to Nara, yet she was completely different. Nara was quite adventurous while Gabriele, though somewhat adventurous, enjoyed staying home. Like Nara, she was a master weaver and unlike Nara, she was a master cook.

After the evening meal was cleaned up, the family visited and enjoyed watching Noah’s antics.. After some time passed, Thomas mentioned that he needed to go outside to check on the animals. He invited Gabriele to help him and to make peace with the billy goat. Noah quickly stood up and declared he would go out with them, but Tumu kindly asked him to stay inside and help his mother clean up from the evening meal. Rebekah promised him a delicious treat. Noah begrudgingly complied with his father’s wishes, looking forward to a delicious treat.

Outside, Thomas led Gabriele to the billy goat and safely held his horns so Gabriele could pet him. The goat nudged his nose into her hands, hoping for a treat, but settled for her scratching between his horns and behind his ears. They laughed at the goat’s shenanigans and Gabriele again felt comfortable around him. Thomas hesitantly brought up the conversation that he had with her parents and asked if she would be willing to spend time with him to see if there might be something more in their relationship. Gabriele looked at him in astonishment and informed him that her parents spoke to her about a possible relationship, but she did not think Thomas would ever choose to pursue one with her. She knew how much he had loved, and still loved Nara and expressed that she was not sure he was ready for another relationship. She also told him that he was a great big brother to her and would always love him for that. She indicated that she was unsure if they would be able to put aside their brotherly-sisterly love but informed him that she was willing to explore the possibility.

Since Tumu and Rebekah needed to return to their home in two days, they decided that Gabriele would stay with Thomas’s parents. Noah also wanted to stay, but Tumu reminded him of his responsibilities back at home, part of which was preparing for a bow and arrow competition. Noah argued that the best teacher and coach would be Thomas, but Tumu explained to him that Thomas would be busy and his prized bow and arrow set (made by Thomas) was at their house; Noah reluctantly agreed.

During the next two weeks, Thomas and Gabriele spent as much time together as they could. While Thomas was at work in his wood shop, Gabriele took care of Thomas’s animals, took painting lessons from Mary, and began weaving a beautiful blanket. In the evening, they would talk, ride horses on the trail to the waterfall, target practice with bows and arrow, and enjoyed many other activities while spending time together.

One evening while Thomas and Gabriele were in a field target shooting, Thomas’s cousin, Tadi, who was out for a ride, decided to join them. Tadi was a very handsome 22-year old who was not yet married. He broke many hearts of many girls in the village who would have liked to marry him. Tadi and Thomas were close while growing up. They would often compete in target practice. Thomas loved competing with Tadi because he was almost as good as him. Because of Tadi’s skill, Thomas became a stronger competitor. Thomas usually won, but Tadi was always close behind. They often traveled to shooting competitions together.

When Tadi was introduced to Gabriele, he unexpectedly felt his heart leap in his chest as he was captivated with her deep blue eyes and cheerful smile. He knew he absolutely could not pursue those feelings as he was aware that Thomas and Gabriele were purposely spending time together. However, he could not get her beautiful eyes out of his mind. For the next several days, he purposely stayed away from Thomas and Gabriele, desperately trying to ignore the feelings that had so deeply and suddenly struck him.

Four days after meeting Gabriele, Tadi was in the marketplace to purchase rope. Gabriele happened to be in the marketplace at the same time, a few vendors down looking at yarns. As soon as Tadi saw her, he tried to find a way to quickly escape before she saw him, but was too late. Gabriele called out to him and rushed over to him. Tadi was instantly entranced by her eyes and it took a moment before he could respond to her simple question of how he was doing. He finally responded and they talked for several minutes discussing their plan for their purchases. Gabriele invited him to join she and Thomas for dinner. He regrettably declined stating he had a previous commitment.

At that moment, Thomas came over to them. He hugged Gabriele, then Tadi. He also invited Tadi over for dinner. Gabriele informed Thomas that he had a previous commitment and would not be able to make it. Tadi put an arm around Thomas and Gabriele, told them it was great to see them, but he needed to leave to meet with someone. They expressed their good-byes and Tadi left. Thomas told Gabriele that he enjoyed seeing her at the market and that she looked radiant. He gave her a quick hug and left to return to his wood shop.

That evening, after a meal of beef, vegetables, bread, and cheese at David and Mary’s house, Thomas took Gabriele by the hand and suggested that they go for a walk. Gabriele protested stating that she needed to help Mary clean up from the evening meal. David gave her a big smile and assured her that he would help Mary.

As soon as they walked out the door, they were eagerly greeted by Pipi and Riporty. They laughed and the four of them walked away from the house and towards the creek that flowed close by.

After walking and talking for several minutes, Thomas gazed into Gabriele’s beautiful blue eyes and expressed how much he really did love her, but indicated that the love he felt for her was still just a sisterly love. He assured her that he had thoroughly enjoyed their time together during the last couple weeks. He explained that a part of him that basically died after Nara’s death and that Gabriele helped to bring life into him again for which he would be forever grateful. He expressed how he always wanted to be a part of her life and always be her big brother.

Gabriele, with tears in her eye, told Thomas that she felt the same way. She loved him too, but only as a big brother. She assured him that she tried to love him in a romantic way, but those feelings just did not come.

Thomas, mischievously looked into Gabriele’s eyes and surprised her by informing her that she needed to locate Tadi. She appeared puzzled that he would even bring up Tadi. With a big smile on his face, Thomas explained to her the look he saw in Tadi’s eyes each time he saw her. Then, there was the look he noticed in her eyes when she looked upon Tadi’s handsome body. Gabriele desperately tried denying any type of look or feeling that she had for Tadi, but Thomas, laughingly, would not buy it! Smiling, she finally admitted that she thought Tadi was extremely handsome and would not mind getting acquainted with him. They affectionally hugged for a long while, knowing and accepting that they would be forever brother and sister.

(To be continued…)

Thomas Part 8

As David and Mary walked back to their home, they marveled at the miraculous change in Thomas. Although it was a slight change, they would take any change they could get. They were filled with hope, a pure hope for Thomas that they had not felt since Nara died.

After arriving home, David immediately wrote a short note to Sam, thanking him for sending the painting and requesting the name and whereabouts of the artist. He would like to have more paintings created by the artist.

After being left alone, Thomas stared at the painting awhile longer then put on his warm tunic, took his bow and arrow and knife, went outside, mounted his horse and headed to the waterfall trail. Pipi and Riporty, seeing Thomas mount his horse, excitedly followed along. There was some snow and ice on the ground, but not enough to be concerned about his horse slipping. They traveled to the rock where Nara was found. Thomas dismounted his horse, sat on the cold ground and wept—again. Pipi and Riporty nudged their noses into his lap, seeming to offer comfort.

After sitting on the ground for a short time, Pipi and Riporty began furiously barking down the trail. Thomas picked up his bow, nocked an arrow and commanded the dogs to stay by him. He listened carefully to a sound coming from a distance up the trail. Because the leaves had fallen, Thomas could easily see through the trees and eventually saw a rider on a horse. Relieved, he put away his bow and arrow, but kept a hand on his knife until he knew who it was.

The rider was Helki, a childhood friend of Thomas, not a close friend, but someone he knew and had competed against in many different shooting competitions. Thomas did not spend much time with him as he seemed to have a propensity to find trouble. He had not seen Helki in several years as he moved away from their city.

Helki has always been a very handsome child and grew to be an even more handsome man. He always had girls following him around. His eyes were deep blue, his hair was light colored, and had perfectly high cheekbones. His built was practically perfect as his well chiseled muscles were the envy of almost every young man and had the admiration of the young women. Not only was he physical handsome, but had a strong charismatic personality. He could entice just about anyone to follow him. So, not only did he find trouble, he led others into trouble. His parents were heartbroken that he used his God-given gifts to lead others away from Jesus, rather than to Jesus.

Upon seeing Thomas, Helki stopped his horse and dismounted. Thomas apprehensively greeted each Helki, as Helki enthusiastically greeted him. They began chatting, catching up on their lives since they last saw each other. Helki expressed his condolences for Nara; Thomas mentioned that it had been difficult for him since her passing.

Helki informed Thomas that he would be visiting with his parents for several days and they ought to get together and do some target practice or hunting. Thomas cautiously agreed, really not wanting to be involved too heavily with him.

Two days later, Helki stopped by Thomas’s wood shop and suggested that they do some target shooting when he was done. While there, he examined some of the impressive bows that Thomas made and purchased one. Now, he was anxious to try out his new bow. They decided that Thomas would ride to Helki’s house when he was done for an evening meal and then to a nearby field to target shoot.

Thomas ended his work early so he could enjoy a delicious meal with Helki’s family and have time to target shoot before the sun went down. He had always liked Helki’s parents and they were quite generous with him after Nara’s passing. He did not understand why Helki had created so much trouble and heartache for his parents. He perceived that they taught their children about Jesus Christ and taught them to be good people. So, what happened to Helki? What made him different and what made him want to rebel against his parents?

Right after eating, Thomas and Helki walked to the field which was a short distance from Helki’s house. They set up a couple of targets on some large hardwood deciduous trees and began to shoot. Helki loved his new bow as he discovered the workmanship of the bow greatly helped his accuracy. Helki was already a master shooter, but generally was unable to beat Thomas in the competitions they had when they were younger. He informed Thomas that he wanted to buy a couple more bows from him.

Thomas, still a master marksman, outshot Helki, but not by much. Soon, the sun went down and by moonlight, they walked back to Helki’s home.

On the walk back, Helki boldly questioned Thomas how he felt about God after not being able to have children and Nara’s death. Thomas, surprised at the question, was honest in his feelings, that he was still quite angry with God, wondered if there really was a God, yet because of the message of Sam’s painting, he still had hope that somehow, God was there and still loved him. Helki cautiously laughed at his assessment of God and then asked why he still wanted to believe in God. He questioned, since God could not be seen, how could anyone know that there was a God? Thomas suddenly looked at him incredulously and asked him with his parents and siblings having such a strong faith in God, why didn’t he share the same faith?

Helki laughed at Thomas. He reminded Thomas of the outstanding education that they were both given. He asked how with such knowledge how a person could believe in God. Thomas wondered out loud if they were taught the same things. He remembered learning about God and how God was involved in everything, in the earth, plants, stars, the moon, animals, and especially people.

Helki asked if a loving God would deny him children and take his beautiful wife away. Thomas responded that we all have challenges to overcome and it is part of our life’s journey. Helki laughed again and sarcastically congratulated Thomas for giving the answer his teachers and parents taught him and expected him to give. Thomas, feeling a bit sheepish, pondered Helki’s pronouncement and then responded that the most kind and loving people that he knows believe in God and trust Him to help them. There had to be something worth knowing about God.

Balking at his answer, Helki asked Thomas if he really believed all the nonsense about God, alleging that he thought Thomas was much more intelligent than to believe in God. At that point in their conversation, they arrived at Helki’s house. He told Thomas to consider his words and carefully examine his beliefs, trying to convince Thomas to doubt the existence of God.

Arriving at Helki’s house, his mother invited Thomas to come in, but Thomas politely declined, stating that he needed to get home to care for the animals.

On the way back to his house, Thomas stopped to visit with his parents. David and Mary eagerly let him in and offered him something to eat. Thomas explained that he was not hungry because he had eaten with Helki’s and his family, then did some target shooting with him. David immediately had a barely noticeable expression of worry on his face that Mary quickly picked up on. They knew the problems that Helki caused and especially the torment and grief that his parents suffered due to because of his open disbelief in God and his actions because of the open disbelief.

Even though Thomas said he was not hungry, Mary handed him a piece of sweet bread. Thomas’s face lit up! He loved his mother’s sweet bread.

Thomas spoke openly about his conversation with Helki, his concerns, his doubts, and his observations then expressed to his parents that even though Helki spoke to his thoughts and inner turmoil, he felt something was not right about his beliefs. Helki was very charismatic and easily attracted people to him, yet he did not have the light in him that others who believed in God and had faith in him had. David reminded Thomas that although he loved Helki’s parents, he had always cautioned him about Helki because of his behavior, even as a young boy. Thomas thanked his parents, gave each of them a hugged, then returned to his home and cared for the animals. Pipi and Riporty excitedly wagged their tails when they saw Thomas come home, eager for their evening meal.

When Thomas arrived at his woodshop the following morning, Helki was already there, anxious to buy more bows. With David listening, Helki excitedly informed Thomas that he could take the bows that he made to other cities to sell and make a large profit. Thomas smiled and inwardly laughed at how Helki’s heart was so set on money. He politely declined as he informed Helki that he already had buyers come from all over to purchase his bows; besides, he was more focused on wood carvings than bows. Helki thoughtfully examined some of the carvings and again told Thomas that he could take those to other cities and make a significant amount of money for him. Again, Thomas respectfully declined saying that he already had enough work to do and had plenty of money and really did not need more. Helki continued to persist, trying to convince Thomas into allowing him to sell his creations, imploring that he would make both of them a lot of money. Thomas, shaking his head, again declined the offer.

The ever-persistent Helki asked Thomas if he would like to target shoot again after his workday was complete. He was determined to beat Thomas and wanted another chance. Thomas laughingly agreed assuring him that there was no way he would be able to beat him, but he could always try. So, after work, they walked to the same field and began to shoot. Although Helki’s accuracy significantly improved with the bows Thomas made, he was still outshot by Thomas, though not by much.

Again, Helki subtly asked Thomas about what he thought of God. Thomas repeated the same answers as he did the previous day and determinedly, but politely, asked Helki to stop asking him about his relationship with God. Helki, a bit defensively informed Thomas about a community that he started for those who did not believe in God. He called it a support community because many of those who belonged to it came from families like his and Thomas’s families where they had strong beliefs. Thomas informed Helki that he was not interested in moving to his community and excused himself to go home and take care of his animals. Helki, not giving up, followed Thomas and told him where the group met and gave an open invitation to come if he changed his mind. Thomas thanked him and excused himself, again, then quickly left for his home.

(To be continued…)

 

 

Thomas Part 7

Thomas was inconsolable. His grief overwhelmed him. He could not understand how his beloved Nara was gone. Followed by a seemingly concerned Pipi, he again ran outside, back to the creek to scream and yell at God. Tumu, Nara’s father, followed after Him. He kept some distance out of respect for Thomas. When Tumu sensed that Thomas was done yelling and screaming, he went over to him and put his arm around him. Thomas laid his head on his father-in-law’s shoulder and wept bitterly. Tumu wept with him. They sat by the still-flowing creek consumed with grief for several minutes with Pipi laying by their side.

Finally, Thomas pulled back, looked Tumu in the eyes and honestly informed him that he did not know if he would be able to go on. Thomas expressed his anger and grief while Tumu kept a hand on his shoulder and listened. He expressed that he thought God would heal Nara and that He told him that all would be alright.

After Thomas’s ranting, Tumu compassionately recounted the blessing that he gave to Nara. He felt a deep piercing sorrow that he was not to heal her, but emphatically felt that the blessing needed to be one of release. Thomas looked at him with rage and grief in his eyes and angrily exclaiming how could he do that, it was not his position or right to bless her with a release. Tumu calmly counseled Thomas that Nara was his daughter before she was Thomas’s wife therefore he was still entitled to inspiration regarding her. He informed Thomas that he wished that he could have pronounced a blessing of healing, but that the spirit spoke definitively to his heart and mind that she was needed on the other side of the veil. In fact, he saw his daughter’s spirit as he gave the blessing, similar to how Noah described her spirit.

He reminded Thomas that Nara still lives and loves him and that all of them were mourning her death. He expressed to Thomas how much he loved him and how proud he was to have him for a son, and that he would always consider Thomas as his son. Thomas hugged Tumu and told him that he loved him and thanked him for righteously raising Nara. He apologized for not being as spiritual and in-tune as he was and then thanked him for his patience. The two men hugged again and then walked back to Thomas’s home with Pipi following behind.

Three days after Nara’s death, a memorial service was held to celebrate her short but influential life. People from all over came to say good-bye and to console Thomas and their families. Even the king and queen traveled for the service. Thomas gave the queen the beautiful blanket Nara had recently finished. The queen was deeply touched that Nara finished the blanket before her passing. Tears came to her eyes as she appreciated the excellent workmanship of the blanket and that Nara was no longer there to share her amazing gifts.

One of the prophets, Sam, and his wife also traveled to the memorial service. Seeing the grief, anger, and pain in Thomas’s eyes, Sam hugged Thomas and expressed his concern. He reminded Thomas that he fully understood grief as he lost his little sister as a very young boy and he also lost one of his daughters. Thomas acknowledged Sam’s grief as everyone knew his story and how he conquered his grief and pain. He told Thomas of a painting a family member painted for him that he received after his sister passed away. The picture was of heavenly angels greeting his sister as she went through the veil and showed the happiness and excitement on her face. In the background of the painting were Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother smiling with delight as they waited their turn to see their daughter who had just returned. Sam reflected on the peace that the painting brought to him. He knew that even though he would terribly miss his sister, and still missed his sister, she was happy and peaceful. He knew that she wanted him to be happy. Sam recounted how the painting brought him peace when his daughter died from a tragic accident.

Although Thomas heard Sam speak, his grief was too immense to comprehend his words, until Sam mentioned that his daughter died from an unexpected accident. Thomas looked up at him, pleading tears streaming down his face and asked if he would ever be able to find peace. He told Sam how he was so grief-stricken and angry at God. He wondered if there was even a God because how could a kind-loving God not bless him with children, then take his beloved Nara from him.

Sam’s wife, Rona, with tears in her eyes and Sam watching, gently put her hand on Thomas’s shoulder and let him cry. She calmly expressed that she completely understood his anger as that is how she felt when their daughter died. He was shocked and surprised that even Rona, who was well-known for her spirituality, could be angry at God. He asked her how she finally healed her anger. Rona revealed that it took her several months; she received several blessings, looked at her husband’s painting almost daily, and continued to pray, even though she continued to feel intense anger and had no yearning desire to pray. Rona informed Thomas that eventually the anger diminished, the grief and pain subsided, although those emotions never entirely left. She informed him that her faith in God returned as the plan and mission for her daughter was slowly revealed to her and Sam. She assured Thomas that he could receive inspiration from a loving Heavenly Father to know what His plan for Nara would be. She promised that receiving that information would bring a profound peace to his troubled soul.

Thomas hugged Rona and Sam, thanked them for their generous words, and for sharing their experiences with him. He actually began to feel some hope; maybe he could work through his grief and anger and feel normal again.

After the service and burying Nara, Thomas continued to work in his woodshop. He created another carving of Nara, this one was about one foot tall; depicting her standing with her left arm reaching out. Nara reached out to so many people and he wanted a carving to remember her sweet goodness.

Several months after Nara’s death, though Thomas continued to work through his grief and anger, he felt unsure that he was making any progress. David and Mary were heartbroken as they watched their son weighed down with his grief. They occasionally offered help and support to Thomas, but was rarely open to their suggestions or concerns.

One frigid day during the cold season, a messenger came to Thomas’s home with a large bundle from the prophet Sam and Rona. Thomas, excitedly opened the package. He stared in unbelief as he gazed upon the painting that Sam described at Nara’s funeral. It was breathtaking, beautiful, awe-inspiring! Thomas could hardly believe that Sam would send his cherished painting to him. He studied the girl in the painting and even though she was Sam’s little sister, there was a striking resemblance to Nara. He looked at the angels surrounding the girl and wondered how many angels surrounded Nara when she died. He thought there would have been many since Nara was so influential and well-liked. Thomas then spent several minutes staring at who he thought would be Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. He saw love in their eyes. He noticed excitement in seeing one of their daughters again.

He reflected on the anger that he had held for so long towards God. He recognized God’s love in the painting, so he wondered why was he still so angry?

He leaned the painting against a wall that was near the cradle he created for Nara. After staring at it for a few more minutes, he put on a warm tunic, walked to his parents’ home, told them about the painting, and requested that they come look at it. They quickly put on warm clothes and walked the short distance to Thomas’s home.

They were awestruck at the intricate detail of the painting. David wondered if the artist still painted as he would like to commission some paintings from him. He informed Mary that he would send a message to Sam to find out more about the artist. Mary quickly agreed.

Thomas, putting his arms around his parents, apologized for all the anger and depression that he had been experiencing for so long. He told them that he could see God’s unconditional love in his eyes in the painting, his parents quietly agreed. Thomas expressed his concern that he still could not completely get through his anger. He asked them for help and even requested a blessing from his father, who eagerly complied.

(To be continued…)